Friends With Benefits

 It was 4th of July weekend when I recieved the text that he wanted to hang. i quickly smiled and felt a rush through my body, because i know what happens when me and him "hang". I quickly responded to the message and tried to act as nonchalant as possible, but it was hard especially beacuase i had been celibate for 3 months.....3 months of nothing not even a kiss! so as we texted back and forth we finally came up with a plan to "hang". We were to meet @ the tattoo palor where he hosting a party. The time to "hang" came and meet up. I looked and felt great and so did he......we had a couple of drinks and danced. Then the event was over and he said " we can go over to my house and chill if you want" , "sure" I said. we arrived at his house had some drinks talked laughed for a few hours then he went in for the Kill and did things to my body that no writted words can explain............................then the morning came and i turned over and realized that i had had another passionate night with a man that i was just my friend.......its crazy me and him have been friends for 8 years and we started sleeping with eachother last year............i,m not used to haveing such intimate encounters with anyone, espically someone who is my friend. i have fears of falling for him or wanting more than benifits from this friendship. my mind ponders at the thought if me and him can be togteher or are we just gonna be intimate? its quite confusing espically whem you have know someone for so long.......is my pespective of this frienship tainted because of the sexual desires that i fullfill with him? or can i go on like nothing happened? 

La Fabuleux Coquette