Easier said than done, isn't it?
I loved my ex with everything I had and then some -- fact is, if I found out today I could give him a kidney, I probably would not hesitate to give it to him, but he is too proud and in denial to realize this.
At suppose at this point it'd be great to get into the whole "love" vs. "in love" subject, but I'm sure that could wait to dominate its own blog post.
Letting go of my ex, as I mentioned earlier in my first post, has been one of the hardest things I have had to do in my life. He was my best friend and my most intimate lover. A few days ago we got into an argument and stopped talking to each other. Now, since our break up, this has happened quite a few times, but somehow this time it feels like we won't be talking to each other for a long while.
I miss him though, especially when this new loverman of mine is failing to give me all the loving I feel I deserve (and need). Perhaps I need to learn to be alone.
What to do ... I humbly ask for advice -- merci.
XOXO
Le Petit Coquette
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